Fast Cars and Freedom

Well School is Done and I am an OFFICIAL high school grad! yay me. Although i Failed Chemistry it's been a good run, in my opinion. I know that I can be Annoying, dellusional,awesome, crazy,nd many other things. Also, I have been known for drama to follow me around EVERYWHERE. But, hey i Made life interesting. Now, I am going back to school, in the fall, But I Suspect most of my free time will be spent at Ottawa U. as all my besties are attending there. With my usual visit to Queens of course. To see my Beloved Jesse, and Laurena! haha. Well I suspect My GPA will be substanially low this year. As I am Stupid. haha

OMG OMG OMG! My party is in like ONE FLIPPING DAY! ahh, i cant fathom this. It is going to be SUPER AWESOME! of course whomever is way cool enough to want to come is for sure allowed. Its going to be awesome and a half.

But i really have nothing else to write. exceot for that Im FREE!!!

The Way I Loved You

Have you ever been so agitated that you wish you could break out of your usual semi-conservaive shell and smack the person in the face? Well that was me today! I have no idea what I EVER saw in him. He's just such a dick, and i don't wanna ruin things with three days left, or maybe it's just that he's stressed or I'm stressed but I'm Pissed. Being mean as a joke is good and fun, but then it turns not funny, and just completely insulting. And who are you to tell me I can't do things which educated people in the subject have told me I can. God, you just make me angry to the point where I want to shoot you. but I will not, because of history and stuff, but If you are not careful I may just do something. I don't know what yet. But the delusional person within me wants to rip the hair out of your head. So i thought Id write this charming paragraph. just to let off a little steam, and now we can go back to studying! Pieces out!

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P.S But I miss screamin' and fightin' And kissin' in the rain And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name You're so in love that you act insane And that's the way I loved you Breakin' down and comin' undone It's a roller-coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you.....Taylor Swift ( the Way I loved You )

Expectations

Life has a certain type of expectation being that in our society you have to live up to it. By that i mean you should get good grades throughout school, get a good job, get married, and have a family but, the truth is that not everyone will do this, in fact a fair percentage do not get married, or have kids, and there are a lot of bums out there, and that is just life. You never know what it will throw at you next. Only being 17, i do not know all the answers, as i would like to, but from my tiny, insignificant opinion, you have to overcome these "boulders" that may be coming right at you. And the hard part in rising up is actually finding the strenghth to do do just that. For me it would be chemistry. I'm fairly sure I'm going to fail, and for me, thats the scariest thing that could ever happen to me, Failing. I am afraid of faliure and have often said that i dont know if i could survive something major like failing that class. and to be honest i still dont know if i can.
Then there are the stupid, petty things, like the thing i found out today, and i was surprized at the fact that it made me extremely sad. Like to the point of tears. And i have no idea why. and I guess its just one more thing to prove that my dillusional self should go along pretending that it doesnt hurt, when it truth it does. But to the person that i know is gunna comment on this. I am sorry i lied in that fact, but there is no use crying over spilt milk, and its not like your gunna apologize, and its not like i expect you to apologize because the fact of the matter is none of it was mine, nor, did i want it to be. I guess Im just jealous to the point where you won, or you got what i never could. and whatever.
But, as i dont feel so hott right now im gunna jet. peace out!

Kait

Boom Boom Pow

Well as we all now, last weekend was prom weekend and it was a blast, with all the promness of the subject. we started off the night at 4 30, and left for prom in the stretch limosine from my house, In my limo there was, Myself, My sister, Jessie, Leigh, Josh, Shelby, Laurena, and uhh jessica. we had a bottle of 80 dollar champagne, from the bestest "adult" ever, john orton, of whom i love dearly. although, i dont like champange, i drank half a glass, and hoped for the best. We arrived at Stanley's Olde Maple Farm at around 5. i think it was 5.03 when i looked at my phone. but anyways we arrived to see our lovely friends on the balcony. They, of course, are the first we went to see. We walked up the steps, all looking absolutley gorgeous ( in joshs case handsome) to see these stunning humans in front of us. The stood, Ian, Lee, Erik, Rebeckah, Mersa, and chris. all looking breath taking of course. And Ian, i forgot to tell you that you clean up very well. In all it was awesome, and almost makes me cry thinking this is my last year with theses wonderful people. We took a KAZILLION pictures to please my mother and other endless waiting parents. then the whole group of graduates took a shot together. and we went in for dinner, in which we ate, chicken potatoes, and corn, and THE POTATOES WERE FAKE! jeeze. umm, then there was a dance.
Now for the fun stuff. PROM PARTY! we left prom at 11 and went home to change. we dropped our stuff at huttens, around midnight, and headed off to prom party. which was AMAZING! about 350 people showed up. and i was keeping track of a fully "loaded" christian wininger. whom was insanly drunk! Erik then came to pick us up at 2.30, but we did not leave until about 4 am. thanx to jessie and leigh. but if it wasnt for CRAZY DRUNK SUPPOSED FRIENDS! It wouldve been better. but i got her did. and had a blast. and i got over that certain someone whom i was for some unknown reason holding on to, he can do what with whomever he wants and i wont care. unless its a grade 9. then i might!. umm, then we left at 8 the next morning, to head up to Eagle Lake for the Cottage. The Huttens cottage!
This was a fun event for everyone who attended. Lee and Mersa, we found out, are vvery lovey drunks, bruce bronze is just cool, Erik and Becca are a great couple. Leigh and Jessie are wonderful best friends. Creepy james really ISNT that bad, and neither is V. Saleh, dissapears in the night and sleeps with dead babies, Alex Howarth can apparantly handel 4 coolers, but not ONE beer, Devon is funny as hell, Shelby is a sweetheart. Josh is my legit awesome, wonderfull BFF, and Ian, well Ian, is a homosexual. haha. Jk ( not really) ian is a great person!
As for Hans and Colette. They are tres awesome parents! and everyone had a blast! and the lake was SOOO cold!
All in all an awesome weekend! SO awesome in fact i blogged about it. And next weekend will hopefully be just as awesome! cause it will. BERSETHS! WOO HOO! COME GUYS! but *Yawns* that's my cue to exit! night
Kait <3