Bones Shatter

Well this is officially the last friday of summer :(. And as of Tuesday, I will be back at Dundas, Doing classes Ive already completed. Doing the same things over and over again, well most of my friends are off at university, having fun., and living university lives. And me, back at Dundas being a failure. And I know. Im complaining, and i don't really care, I have a blog therefore I am a selfish person. And i want people to feel good about themselves for reading this..
Henceforth, Ive been feeling like my life, as of the moment, is stuck on pause. It's like I'm just waiting for something big to happen, so that I can finally wake up, and realize what around me is exactly going on. I know, this sounds like stupid teenage drama, and in one fact it is, and in one fact, it could be me, finally telling the world how obbsessive compulsive I can be with the people and the things happening around me. Aren't I awesome at hiding things..

So i started this entry yesterday, and today, saturday, some of my best friends moved into residence, starting the rest of thier lives. And, I'm at home, living vicariously through them, In hopes that next year, i will be right there with them, sharing the joy, and experience. Although, i will be a year older than basically everyone starting... Oh well, right. Suck it up princess as my friend Josh would say.. Suck It Up. Basically, what I've been doing with everyone. ALL the time. Sucking it up, Sucking up thier lies, their insults. Sucking up thier problems, whilst putting mine aside waiting for the right person to come along to tell them too. And here i am... still waiting.. being on pause...for how long. i dont really know.

Thanks for listening.. whoever actually still reads this...
Kait <3